Acceptance and Comfort?

I know more about what comfort is not, and i love that. Turbulence of the mind- blowing kind, turbulence that leaves you shaking all over, turbulence that will smash all your long-held beliefs and attitudes, and lead you pitilessly, inexorably, irrevocably to the maelstrom of rapidly shifting patterns of events, thoughts, feelings and suck them all in at the center like a black hole sucks in light so it can never escape . by this have i existed and i invite you to taste the fatal but immortalising discomforts of living. and to know comfort for the first time.