Thursday, March 20, 2014

Ease and difficulty of believing in God

Its neither easy nor difficult.( to believe in God)  Its simply about grasping the whole universe in a flash of awareness, a flash which science reveals in the collateral study of structures of atoms and the universe at the same time. In that flash , science attempts successfully to find a common symphony in different beads of creation and putting them in a single string. Religion, in its purest and deeply personal , non- formal and non social form also speaks about the same flash of awareness in which the truth of cosmos is revealed - "as in a shaft of sunlight " as the poet said. 

God, as a dictator sitting out there in some part of the universe passing judgments and handing down punishments and reward for the deeds of humans is merely a cartoon-strip version of a profound experience which some of us can merely glance at and others live at a supreme level of supra-consciousness.

There is good book on the subject ( perhaps I have talked about it earlier also) - Tao of Physics by Fritjo Capra. I humbly recommend this book to all who find science and religion mutually exclusive.

A layman's idea of reliigion - the cartoon-strip version- is as close to the truths of religious experience as the act of fixing a b-cycle wheel is to Einstein's theory of relativity in science, though both do relate in some way to the higher versions.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Sunshine, diamond and the mind of an artist

Human experiences, like sunshine, happen to everyone just alike. But when sunshine falls on dull soil, it reflects almost nothing back. Falling on a sharply cut diaomond, it produces a thousand sparkilng multicoloured rays, each one a. spectrum by itself. That is the only difference between an ordinary mind and the mind of an artist

Hollow sounds and lullabies and jingles


One of the toughest challenges in life is to stop someone's disappointments with you from turning into a general frustration with people and life. The obligation, more emotional than moral and more moral than material, is yours because you know something that the people you disappoint do not: that deep inside you, hollowness sings its horrid songs while you amuse yourself with jingles and lullabies.

Think Stars, breathe skies and walk milky ways

Where teachers debate promotions and transfer policies, or pay scales and working hours, and where students weigh grades with fees for extra tuition classes, where corruption irks but does not surprise the young - where romance has gone out of bonds between teachers and children, where 'good moral character' is a medal universities give to the young who do not trouble society with their talents and genius,

Where passion and dreams are regarded 'good but impractical', where falling in love is a shopkeeper's scale for ratio of price to worth - --

Where dreaminess is an abuse hurled at those who think stars and walk milky ways.. 
Where these are the pebbles of currency of the Big Spiritual Bazaar, 

... this , my father, is what we have made of the land that you bequeathed to me just a few decades ago. 
Where have men - gallant, honest and proud to be foolish in love - gone? - and women coy for beauty and proud for compassion; shy of curves and forward with caring? Men and women who could laugh like kids over foibles and stupidities their own, and find a million reasons why others were less than good .

If you want to know why a society's fruit smells foul of decay and decomposing, if you want to run its disease down to its seed, look at the faces of teachers and students in its classrooms. A class room is where dreams are born and given wings;but it is also where boys and girls are taught to ape be-decked corpses, and walk as logs in deathless sleep. Youth and childhood are the crevices where death enters into our soul. Youth and childhood are also the doors flung open for spring to dance in. If you find love in the eyes of teachers and their young, you are watching the greatest heavens men can rise to. If love is a buyer''s instinct given an emotional excuse, you are looking out on Heaven's exit route. If even he excuse is missing, you are already in a cemetery.

Version Two:

 Random and quick update: Where politicians debate perks and reservations and cars and escorts, or pay scales even as their salary remains the last source they need as income, and where people measure stature of their leaders with favours they can get in return for a little slip or a gentle push of button on an electronic device, where corruption irks but does not surprise the electors and the elected alike - where romance has gone out of bonds between ideas and men , where teachers flaunt their honesty as an excuse for not working, no matter where they be posted, and a vote is the a medal people give to leaders on the first come first served basis - or, worse still, in return for most immediate favours, ; where troubling society is taken as the only proof of one's commitment and worth to society, ...
Where passion and dreams are regarded 'good but impractical', where falling in love is a shopkeeper's scale for ratio of price to worth - --
Where 'dreaminess' is a term of abuse hurled at those who think stars, breathe the sky and walk milky ways.. 

Where these are the pebbles of currency of the Big Spiritual Bazaar, 

... this , my father, is what we have made of the land that you bequeathed to me just a few decades ago. 

Where have men - gallant, honest and proud to be foolish in love - gone? - and women coy for beauty and proud for compassion; shy of curves and forward with caring? Men and women who could laugh like kids over foibles and stupidities their own, and find a million reasons why others were less than good .

Where uncleanliness at the top is used as excuse for garbage at the bottom, where it is taken for granted that if there is no honesty at the top, there is no need for any at any other level, ...if you want to know why a society blames everything but itself for the ills which only society has brought upon itself and only society can fight...If you look at the polling booths, and the offices of he political parties and leaders, and the loudspeakers in the hands of those who should rather be wielding a spade, a plough, a wheel, a brush or a scrubber.....If you want to know why a society's fruit smells foul of decay and decomposing, if you want to run its disease down to its seed, look at the faces of teachers and students in its classrooms. A class room is where dreams are born and given wings;but it is also where boys and girls are taught to ape be-decked corpses, and walk as logs in deathless sleep. Youth and childhood are the crevices where death enters into our soul. Youth and childhood are also the doors flung open for spring to dance in. If you find love in the eyes of teachers and their young, you are watching the greatest heavens men can rise to. If love is a buyer''s instinct given an emotional excuse, you are looking out on Heaven's exit route. If even he excuse is missing, you are already in a cemetery.

My sins announce my arrival before I start journey

My sins announce my arrival before I even make up my mind to start the journey. I am the sum total of the sins I have committed in life, plus the guilt of sins I did not commit because I could not. I was in Mahilpur yesterday, and asked the saintly figure whom my mother would often take me to when she was alive.I asked Sant ji if there is a way other than death or disappearance to remove one's sinful presence from the lives of those whose virgin landscapes one has sullied. He said I should have listened to my mother. After a pause , he said, "You should listen to your mother." I was surprised to find that he knew that she speaks to me still: and surprised even more that he knew I still do not listen to her. Saints are cruel people. They rip one's falsehood apart to expose one's ugly foul visage. There are saints here too , and I heard them from behind the words that are too innocent and shy to speak.

Think stars, breathe skies and walk milky ways

Where passion and dreams are regarded 'good but impractical', where falling in love is falling out of line, where love is measured with a shopkeeper's scale for worth to price ....
Where 'dreaminess' is a term of abuse hurled at those who think stars, breathe the sky and walk the milky ways.. this , my father, is what I have made of the landscape you left me just a few decades ago, a field where dreams would sprout when you sowed hopes.

From here, let me begin the cleansing within me. For how can I hope these cracks in the mirror to reflect the beauteous face of the cooling full moon. Why blame verdant landscape when stink is in my nose.Think stars, 

Hollowness sings horrid songs while you amuse yourself with jingles and lullabies.

One of the toughest challenges in life is to stop someone's disappointments with you from turning into a general frustration with people and life. The obligation, more emotional than moral and more moral than material, is yours because you know something that the people you disappoint do not: that deep inside you, hollowness sings its horrid songs while you amuse yourself with jingles and lullabies.